Editor’s Note: Please join us in welcoming Eamon Smith, Metadata Librarian at the University of Massachusetts Amherst, as a new First Year Academic Librarian Experience blogger for the 2026-2027 year here at ACRLog.
On June 12, 2026, I got a phone call with an offer to start my first academic library job as a Metadata Librarian. I remember feeling some combination of shock, elation, and fear as my brain anxiously ran the math on what the next few months would look like. Sure, I’d been offered jobs before, but this call was different. This wasn’t just a job offer; it was a career offer. Before me lay a livable wage, a clear path towards promotion, professional development and mentorship opportunities, health insurance (!!), and a community of people who cared fiercely about the library’s mission.
For me, this was the end of a pretty arduous road. By the time I got the call, it had been roughly two years since I submitted my original application. In the meantime, I had been working multiple jobs as a web designer for my local public library, and as a reference librarian for a different public library. An offer to interview was extended in April 2026 quickly followed by an invitation to campus, and two months later I got my phone call.
What came before
Years before deciding to pursue my MLS, I was a 22-year-old college graduate with a BA in International Studies wondering how in the hell I was going to make a living. Like many recent graduates, I struggled in my initial job search. I remember being so desperate to find work that I stopped caring about anything unrelated to money and health insurance. It was a frustrating place to be. As a student, I had been prompted constantly to ask myself what I wanted out of both life and work and was cautioned not to chase money by people who, in all honesty, seemed to already have plenty. Now, in the real world where “want” was a luxury and “need” was king, I was slowly transforming into this jaded ball of stress, struggling to imagine what the future was going to look like.
I got my break in January 2019, when I started working as an Immigration Paralegal for the Legal Aid Society of Middle Tennessee and the Cumberlands. It was good work, and I was able to leverage my Spanish to help people in meaningful ways, but I was paid peanuts and told to be grateful. And I was grateful, for a time, but eventually my gratitude gave way to restlessness and anger. I was living in Nashville on $28k/year and something had to give.
Eventually, I segued into a new role as a Program Coordinator for TennCare, Tennessee’s state Medicaid program. It had nothing to do with my degree, but it paid a whole hell of a lot more than I’d been making. I moved into a nicer apartment and started saving money for the first time. Lulled by my newfound stability (and the constraints of the COVID-19 pandemic), I abandoned the idea of professional development for several years, content to simply be alive, housed, and employed. But before I knew it, four years had passed and again and I was restless. I was older and considerably more mortal than I had felt in my early 20s, and I was beginning to rage against my own complacency. Stability had given way to boredom, which led me back to that same damn question:
“What do I want?”
What came next
I found my answer in librarianship. In 2022 I decided to pursue my MLS through the University of Illinois Urbana-Champaign (UIUC). I had explored the earning potential of my BA, and I wanted to a career which afforded me some semblance of professional identity and upward mobility. There was also a part of me that liked imagining myself as a librarian. I’d always been a teacher by nature, and librarianship was a way to foster that ability while eschewing the pitfalls and price tag of a PhD.
When I began my MLIS program, I remember feeling late to the party. Even amongst my graduate cohort, I was one of only a handful of students not actively working in a library while also pursuing their degree. Given my proclivity towards self-doubt, it was hard not to second-guess my career trajectory when everyone else seemed so settled. I never felt I was at a demonstrable academic disadvantage as a non-librarian library student, but anxiety is one hell of a paralytic. I had spent years working outside of libraries, and I worried that those experiences were evidence that I was behind in a footrace that, truthfully, didn’t exist.
Looking back, I realize my insecurity had less to do with whether I belonged in this field and more to do with the story I had been telling myself about what a librarian looked like. I’ve since learned my story isn’t at all atypical, as there is no single path to librarianship. The skills I developed before ever calling myself a librarian did not disappear when I changed careers; they remained an inextricable part of who I am. They are a stubborn refutation of the notion that homogeneity is a prerequisite for success in any field, carried forth by an even more stubborn man.
I suspect there are many other aspiring librarians who, like I once did, look at the people already in the profession and wonder if they arrived too late, took too many wrong turns, or lack the “right” background. To those folks, I would say that any background can be a strength. The true glory of librarianship is the unbound potential for professional reinvention.
You are not behind. You cannot be. There is no race.
What comes after
Now, three months into my new job, I’m trying to enjoy each learning experience that comes my way. Many of my coworkers have cautioned me that the first year is a “learning year”—a time to adapt, grow, and become accustomed to the systems and rhythms of the university. In the meantime, I’ve been cataloging up a storm as I work through a backlog of academic gifts, process course reserves, and, once again, find myself returning to that essential question: What do I want?
That question doesn’t stress me out anymore. I’m beginning to appreciate that a career doesn’t have to follow a straight line to be a successful one. I’m still learning what I want from librarianship, and I suspect that answer will change as I do. For now, I’m content to be here—to learn from my colleagues, put the skills I’ve accumulated over the years to work, and share my experiences with you all along the way.
Stay tuned for another post next month, where I’ll be sharing more tips for navigating the FYAL experience!




